disutility function

disutility function is written, edited and cursed at by me, Christopher Dotson. It is my own personal voodoo doll in the most ancient and holy of interpretations.

As of this moment, I am a fateful 29 31 32 years old and I fear I will live to be 30 33, destined to burn out like so many before me. My legs and arms are sore, and I have numerous cuts and scrapes on my eternally cold hands. My two cats are my reason to exist, my reason to come home, my reason to wake, and my reason to change the litter box. My middle name is Paul, and that refers simply to who I am not but could be if I knew him better.

I am a good liar, and I am not a good complimenter.

I don’t know how to properly describe myself, so really it makes more sense for you to read the other things I write because, to be honest, they are more about me than anything I write which self-proclaims to be about me.

I currently live in Portland, Oregon, having been born in the metro-Detroit area, and I believe in the power of The Forgotten Midwest Youth above all others in the ‘verse.

I have yet to decide if I want to be remembered by History, and its quite possible that this blog is an attempt at sabotaging that because, really, we all know this internet thing only encourages this disposable modern moment… But enough of that.

Here’s the lay of the land, and I reserve the right to throw it all away as quick as I built it up; or change large or small portions to suit my needs, as only I will determine them.

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I am, arguably, a man.

I believe in, arguably, too many unforgivable ideas.

I forget, arguably, too little.

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The end.