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Corey Hovanec
those twins in the field, with the black curly hair, were ours

you prayed for High Good,
and said 'i need water'
held the pendulum over pictures
and swung it to scatter me - east

i never wanted Jersey
but you had sweeter names
turned on a table
as you swore to yourself alone
i'd never draw tight enough toward you

these poems as a beacon
to the dumb (thats you)
you dared to blame me for
the six months
and said i shouldnt have come

elegy for the hallux
that you wrapped in Theta
around my heel
i wanted presence, not the physical body
if i had a dime for every time you slept after the chore

honey what about the past life
now you explain that we were sisters
but i say those twins were ours
i loved your nose as is
but you were always already in the next room

so now i've got this minute
elastic and long as i need it
a violent condescening
in which you traced a finger against what you trusted as torn
the last meal: a shared sloppy joe
i ate two thirds

later on,
you got stoned new years eve
and went barefoot in snow
i cleaned out my bag of reciepts
the dates and times of purchases all bad dreams
read Antigone alone and out loud in the last American diner
and laughed at the irony
of Basquiat and your crazy cunt - so much Greek
smoked fourteen packs of cigarettes,
some in a blizzard,
as a rebellion against what?
its your home now
even if i weatherproofed it
and my first cha-cha slide without you
was like dancing in mud

o monomania,
put my body on the eccyclema
and send the white sheet
up

katie i'm almost done with these letters out loud

02.23.06






 



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