10-22-03
7:49 am

   its the same nightmare everytime. im sitting here surrounded by three walls but theyre not exactly walls but they are & i could hear the flourescent lights above me slowly slowly creeping closer but the sound the sound of it was that of an empty train bearing down on me a hollowed out carcass of a machine to bring nothing but shreiking metal upon my head did i mention the train is always empty? they sound different thats how i know its empty the whole time & believe me i know the difference in how they sound both coming at you & leaving as well or i guess maybe they dont sound different but i promise they do not look the same, right? well whatever it is i know it in waking & i know it in sleep & i can tell you which it is from a half mile away its the same nightmare every time.


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